Adjusting in to the next phase of life :)

Of course if you ask me, would I go back to Campus and learn once again, maybe I would just say yes, thats Just how amazing campus was and this is definately a new phase for me and a chance to meet new people. Well the later is abit tricky coz I have mostly been in the house anticipating graduation day and dinner then I will get to see people and everyone. Yeeeeey I am so exited, maybe coz it is extremly symbolic for me just to graduate from so many things, so many lessons learned in campus, so many treasure of memories I could go on and on about it, as if I am in denial that school is over.

Indeed I will miss alot of people, many of whom am sure we are likely not to meet much, just like have been the earlier stages of life and as we all say we are now not groups anymore, we are individuals, alone. Don't we all wish we remained groups :). I have been feeling alone lately. And there are those who will still and forever will always be a part and parcel of your life :)


So I am on a break, but thiis break does not seem like the other holidays, its different, because its the uncomfortable break of life that makes you realize I am an adult now, and whatever choice has such a great impact on my life

Its the point where every minute counts and it can't just pass without knowing what you did with your time, everytime counts, every breath and every one you get to meet matters

Its that point in my life where I will not be forgiven for alot of blonde moments now, because I am actually an adult, and that is why I could not call this staying in the house bumminghum, but a phase to sit and start journying in to life with more focus.

I am never the kind to pounce in to life blindly, but have been the one to watch closely. Though I have learned that I would not want ordinary routine and so am like strategizing.
I have never been the kind to rush in to life but I do yes believe that God is indeed the author of destiny. Though one cant just sit there waiting for destiny to happen, one has to dream and not just dream walk in to making dreams a reality

So today I dint get down to write my dreams on my notebook ,lol, I think i just want to jump and start and wherever I land will be the true beginning of the journey, but just for today I went shoooooooping :), no newspaper or Internet research, the fun part of life, shopping :)

I love to shop, that is why I am taking this job hunting very seriously coz I will need to keep up with this shopping thing in future. LIfe is made easier when you can buy whatever you want and whenever you need it.

So alas, shopping is never the same again adjusting to my new full figure body now, lol, am not complaing, though I lost the choice to wear whatever I want. You know whats funny with this being a full figure, an attempt to wear certain this just brings a scandolous look, which i would not want even for a minute. One is allowed to wear anything as long as it makes them classy and never trashy.

I hope it worked :)

Lucky for me I did get some good staff either way adjusting to the woman me :)